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Well, that makes me feel better to know that I am further behind others…I’m just aggravated because I feel like I’m cursed…like I did something wrong. I ask God,”What did I do so wrong that I am stuck living in this situation?”. I ask God about my life and why it’s not elevating or evolving. I tell God all the time, “God, if you’re speaking, I can’t hear you. I don’t understand you”. I pray for understanding and for the ears to listen to God’s words, but I still can’t hear Him or understand him (if He’s even talking to me). ‘
Why am I living this life? Though it is temporary, why am I the one feeling stuck and taking care of 2 people when, at times, I can barely take care of myself. After all, I am only 25….I feel out job applications weekly and haven’t had an interview in months… I know everyone has their own season, but I am 5 years from 30 and I am nowhere close to being where I want to be. I had so many goals, dreams and aspirations for myself, but I failed myself.
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